sometimes i just really want to disappear..
sometimes i just want to sleep for the rest of my life.
sometimes i just want to keep quiet and not think of anything...
sometimes i just want to cry until my head hurts badly...
sometimes i just want to hurt myself and die..
sometimes i just want to scream and curse the person..
sometimes i just want to get out of this mess..
sometimes i just want to stay away from this...
sometimes i just don't want to live anymore...
but sometimes... wishes don't come... what hurts the most is that... what i want to happen most of the time just won't come true...
while i am on this verge of giving up,,who can i turn to????
Only HIM..
i know he listens but i am still not okay...