hi
i am a struggling nursing student..
hay
frustrated performer..
love volunteer works.
anything as long as i am of help..
i don't understand myself na..ewan ko... i might look like i'm ok and all.as in i look happy...pero hindi eh...i'm not happy..pero i'm not sad..weird noh?.dami ko lang talagang iniisip....but i'm good at hiding my sadness..
is this really a part of growing up ????..it's killing me!!!!!
nagiging emotional ako..
kanina lang katext ko yung friend ko...and she was like joking me na baka di ko na siya kelangan kasi madami naman na kong friends... i took it seriously and i really felt bad...before naman,we would just joke about those things..laugh about..parang nanlalambing lang..pero ngayon..ewan ko..
ewan ko..prang lahat ng sinasabi ng mga tao sa paligid ko tlgang dinadamdam ko..
masyado din akong naghahanap ng affection.. i find myself weird na nga sometimes eh kasi i talk to myself..as in "talk"..sinasagot ko din sarili ko..but don't be scared..i'm not crazy.medyo lang.
i just can't understand what i'm going through right now. ung tipong parang something is missing..something is wrong but i really don't know what that "something" is...
argh!!!
i feel so unloved.........................................................
can someone just give me a hug.... please...
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