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i am not really ok....
i had a fight with my mom yesterday..i was hurt...so hurt...
i wish someday she would listen to what i have to say..whe would listen to my explanations...ung kapg nag-explain ako hndi nya ssbhin na bkt nsagot ako,bkt gnun ako..then pag tumahimik ako she would be mad din.kesyo bkt hndi ako nsagot..ang hirap mo nman intindihin eh!! tpos un wud tell me na kung andto ka lang,nabanatan mo nko...sinong anak ang gusto marinig yan from her mother..i nver wished to have a life like this..i don't blame God but i do wish na sana mrealize mo how much you've hurt me..eversince,sinasaktan mo ko..physically man o emotinally..i really do not know what to do..lhat gngwa ko to please you but then di mo nkikita ung effort ko..don't judge me,,u dnt know me.....i did my best pra lang mkapasa sa ust,,ssbhin mo " u did ur best pro hndi ka nkapasa?!,,anong tawag sau??tanga!bobo!!!"..hndi logical..kht sino pa man ang anak na nsabihan ng gnyan hndi mtutuwa..mahal kita,pro hndi ko nararamdaman na mahal mo ko..bnbgay mo nga ang gsto ko,pro more than anything else,hndi un kelangan,..all i need is for you to understant me..to show me that you care...i've been longing gor that my whole life!!
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