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health time ngaun..wla kming gngwa!! bwahahaah
kung hindi lang kasalanan ang magpakamatay...nagpakamatay na ko....
I know when he's been on your mind
That distant look is in your eyes
I thought with time you'd realize
It's over, over
It's not the way I choose to live
And something somewhere's got to give
As sharing this relationship gets older, older
You know I'd fight for you
But how I can fight someone who isn't even there
I've had the rest of you now
I want the best of you I
dont care if that's not fair
Chorus:
Cause I want it all Or nothing at all
There's no where left to fall
When you reach the bottom it's now or never
Is it all Or are we just friends
Is this how it ends
With a simple telephone call
You leave me here
with nothing at all
There are times it seems to me
I'm sharing you with memories
I feel it in my heart
But I don't show it, show it
And then there's times you look at me
As though I'm all that you can see
Those times I don't believe it's right
I know it, know it
Don't make me promises
Baby you never did know how to keep them well
I've had the rest of you
Now I want the best of you
It's time for show and tell
Chorus
Cause you and I
Could lose it all if you've got no more room
No room inside for me in your life
Cause I want it all Or nothing at all
There's no where left to fall It's now or never
i hate hearing people saying things about me..lalo na pag di naman totoo....ang sakit kc family ko pa nagawa nun...they don't really need to say things about me naman sa ibang tao eh..napapahiya lang ako...they've been doing that to me eversince...di na nga lang ako naimik...nagssmile nlng ako..pro deep inside..kung alam nyo lang...
i........
really...............
want.................
to...............................
die............................
.you know what..u gave me a reason to doubt your love for me....ano?!!! wlang pakiramdaman.. how can u prove to me your love when all of a sudden di ka magpaparamdam!?! gnun na ba ngaun ang pagmamahal?! tska bgyan mo nga ko ng matinong sagot...ok..u won! u'r making me think about stupid stuffs...hndi nman dpat ako ung nag-iisip eh..you're the one who should be thinking!.. eh ano naman ngayon kung sabihin ko sau na mahal kita,,,then what?! ...labo mo rin eh,,,may gf ka pro mahal mko..mahal mo rin xa..dude! make up ur mind!!
...he just admited to me last saturday that he loves me...aww...but..may gf xa...how could that be?! tulad ng dati..inaantay nya munang sabhin ko sknya na mahal ko xa...tska xa mkkpgbreak..tama ba un?!! playing safe nnamn xa...ano un? pra kpg di ko xa mahal babalikan nya gf nya or..pg cnbi kong mahal ko xa mkkpgbreak na xa...gusto nya may babalikan xa..ayoko nman ata ng gnun...so what pg cnbi ko sknya na mahal ko xa...prove it dude!..tgnan mo nga,di kna nagpaparamdam..gnyan ang love..oo...gnyan.....
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..i'm hating school so much!!!..di ksama mga clasm8s ko dun..xempre...i'm hating few teachers a lot...ang hirap nila intindihin!! sobra!! ung isa ...ang paper kc nmin sknya effects of divorce to children..so xempre,ang nilagay nmin sa RRL nmin ung effects ng divorce sa children...at aba ang comment nya .. "i dont see the relevance of the ff data"..pucha pla xa eh!! anong hndi relevant dun eh un nga ang kelangan nmin eh!! duh!! anong gsto nya ilagay nmin dun??!! effects ng chocolates sa children instead of divorce! ...epal nman!!! ayaw umayos eh!! why can't she go straight to the point if she wants us to fail or what so ever?! ..at ung isa nman! akala nya smin mga daga...hello!! anong petsa na tpos ggwin pa nmin thesis nya!.. prang npka bilis gumawa nun ah!!..we're not wonderwomen you know! lalo na we might not meet ur expectations! tapos u'll give us low grades!! we're not like you..bear that on ur f**k*n mind!...arg!!!
kung di ako ggraduate sbhin nyo lang! hndi yang ang dami nyong pahirap!!
psenya na!! galit na tlga ko eh!!
it's 11:11 pm....kararating ko lng from st.scho manila...they celebreated their 1oo yrs of presence here....it was such a blast!! sobrang fun..we were happy with our performance...sobrang enjoy..and ms.donna was so proud of us...aaw...maiyak-iyak na nga xa...Ü...nung pagharap namin sa mga tao,,grabe naninigas ako...i felt soooo nervous...tapos ang tagal pa humarap ni ms.donna smin...nagconduct kc xa...nung andun na c ms.donna sa harap nmin,,the first thing that she did was smile...awww...i felt so relax..i just enjoyed the performance a lot..i love ms.donna's smile...not only the smile,but the fact that she is so kind and very,as in very patient...i'll surely miss her..nakakagaan ng loob si ms.donna...love you ms.donna...ehehe..tpos sr.edna was also happy with our performance and all the other sisters,,,"important" sisters nga sbi ni angge..ahaha..sobra silang nagandahan...our hard work paid off....Üi'll never forget this experience...one of the best!!
ms.donna thank you!!
glee club,,congrats!! galing ntin..mwah mwah!! ang gaganda pa natin,ever!! wahaha
..break muna ko from the vday stuff that im doin' ...wla lng..letters and all...ehehe...ganto tlga pg wlang ka-date...whahaha
rj sinasabi ko lng sau ah....pag lang tlga...wahaha
...mejo boring this day...except dun sa mga chismis na nkakalap ng aking radar..
sori...kalat ang thoughts ko today..obvious nman db?!ehehe...
*mykee!!! mgparamdam ka!!*
family day nmin khapon...kya no class kmi today...nakakatawa nga eh,family khapon pro wla akong ksama..hanep noh?! family day na wlang family..pro aus lng...alam ko mraming inaasikaso dto sa haus eh...lola ko nmn ngaun ung nsa hospital...magkasunod lng sila halos ng lolo ko..susme! sunod nyan ako na..wahaha..nways,,,un nagsayaw kmi...kakamiss tlga magsayaw ksama clasmates ko....for this week cguro we will be practicing na tlga for the choral fest on friday..grabe...sa friday na un still di pa kmi tpos..my gosh!! kakahiya humarap sa ibang benedictine schools ah!...golly!!
nagtext knina c kumag...happy vday daw at namimiss na nya ko...churva..churva...whateva!! tpos may isa pa xang txt na puro i love you lng laman..darn! bka magselos pa gf mo...tumigil kna muna...oo na people..tanga na ko..isang dakilang martyr sbi nga nila...i admit...puch!
until now i still don't know what to do w/ my thesis paper! damn!! hate it!!! big time!!
...i really hate this damn thesis paper!! wtf?!..i really do not know what to do...arg!! and i'm getting lazy already on doing it...F**k!!..buti pa ung sa debate class nmin...ung thesis paper kc sa ela ang corny eh..i mean,i dnt find it interesting...leche!!!
...grabe,i'm hating hammer na...don't you dare hurt my bestfriend.. kung sino ung sau,siya lang ha...ay nako,,,nins??kulamin na kya ntin...wahaha
...o cge...tamad ako ngaun...
hndi ko alam kung ano ba ang irresearch ko sa lecheng thesis na yun!! grabe!! i hate this thesis paper tlga!!..
there are a lot of things that i really cannot understand...
ang trato skin dto sa bahay pra bang wla akong alam gwin, na wla akong mggwang matino...it hurts me so because i know i can do a lot of things pro they wouldn't allow me to prove myself.. pra akong tanga...nsbi ko na nga lang sknila knina "tigilan nyo nga ako! feeling nyo nman wala akong kayang gwin!"......mnsan lang ako magsalita sa inyo pro sana nman bgyan nyo ko ng chance na maipakita sa inyo ung mga kaya kong gwin......
kakatapos ko lng manood ng spongecola sa asap..ang cute cute tlga ni armo at chris!!!!!!..wee... like them very much..wla lng...masaya lng ako kc napanood ko nnman cla..
i am not really ok....
i had a fight with my mom yesterday..i was hurt...so hurt...
i wish someday she would listen to what i have to say..whe would listen to my explanations...ung kapg nag-explain ako hndi nya ssbhin na bkt nsagot ako,bkt gnun ako..then pag tumahimik ako she would be mad din.kesyo bkt hndi ako nsagot..ang hirap mo nman intindihin eh!! tpos un wud tell me na kung andto ka lang,nabanatan mo nko...sinong anak ang gusto marinig yan from her mother..i nver wished to have a life like this..i don't blame God but i do wish na sana mrealize mo how much you've hurt me..eversince,sinasaktan mo ko..physically man o emotinally..i really do not know what to do..lhat gngwa ko to please you but then di mo nkikita ung effort ko..don't judge me,,u dnt know me.....i did my best pra lang mkapasa sa ust,,ssbhin mo " u did ur best pro hndi ka nkapasa?!,,anong tawag sau??tanga!bobo!!!"..hndi logical..kht sino pa man ang anak na nsabihan ng gnyan hndi mtutuwa..mahal kita,pro hndi ko nararamdaman na mahal mo ko..bnbgay mo nga ang gsto ko,pro more than anything else,hndi un kelangan,..all i need is for you to understant me..to show me that you care...i've been longing gor that my whole life!!
