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decided to blog agen...i've been surfing the net for the past few days but then..tinamad ako magpost ng entry...
i just want to share some of my pretty weird but kinda fun dreams...well...it was kinda fun kc it's what i love doing...singing..performing on stage...what's weird was that i was performing with big stars..as in famous stars..nag-show pa nga ko sa states eh..wahaaha!!..tpos ang daming ko pang friends na celebrity..na tipong they value me so much kc they would turn to me evrytym they're sad kht na they are like years older than me..namely..sharon cuneta,kris aquino.anne curtis.toni gonzaga..at bez ko c john prats..ahaha..o db?!?! weird xa pro ansaya!!how i wish magkatotoo lhat ng dreams ko..well..my dreams speak so much of my "dreams"..of what i want to be and of what i wish i could be someday...some big dream huh..alam ko imposible un ...pro i want to be famous someday....kht sa panaginip lang..Ü
looking around....thinking about things..wishing someday we'll all be together again..
oh! dnt think that i have a special someone na..wla...and i dnt want..
i just miss the people i used to spend my weekdays w/...i miss my friends...my dear batchmates!!...i visited nins blog...tpos un i found out na we have the same thoughts about this "missing" thingy..ehehe.. ung iba first day na ng class nla knina...Gudluck!! hope you guys will have a great start on college..we have different paths na..sana wlang limutan... "don't be a stranger"...for four years nakasama ko kau..i'm glad to say..and i'm proud to say that, "tangina..mahal ko yang mga yan!"..bwahaha...cryoso na nga..miss ko lang tlga kau batchmates
.lahat kau!!!!!!!!!!! sana kht college na tau,magkikita-kita prin tyong laht..
so here we are
standing together at the end of our journey
a thousand miles
were easy to go through cause i have you beside me.
through all the pains and sorrow
the darkness of tomorrow
i know i can stand 'til the end
'coz u'r with me my friend
thank you for standing beside me
for the good times and happy memories
i know whatever will hapen
we'l always have a SPECIAL BOND UNBROKEN..
leche!!! mahal na mahal ko kau..
...i keep on having chest pains...shet! nagpatingin ako..then he said,,it's costocondritis lang..inflammation of lungs..it's normal for teens daw...akala ko ok na eh/..kso wlang ngyri...i still keep on having that stupid chest pain at di na ko nkakahinga ng maayos..nung lumuwas ako,,nanghihina ako..i cnt breathe...sa bus pa nman ako..yon..that night din, nagpatingin ako ulit..the pulmo said that i have a mild persistent asthma..di na effortless ang paghinga ko..and it's bad and not normal for my age to have chest pain..lumala asthma...natakot ako kc mas malakas pa capacity ng lungs ng lola ko kesa skin..grabe...pinaiinom ako ng gamot..adik nanaman..at inhaler again,..hmpf!
gtg...i need to rest
..it's past 12 midnyt...cnt sleep..just so,,,naicp ko magpost..
knina..i had my hair relaxed and got it cut..shoulder length...wahaha..new look...not realy,actually...
may nabuhay...si daniel..wahaha..he's alive again...one happy night for me tpos tumawag xa..nasira araw ko..bwhhaha..kidding aside,, i was shocked..i wasn't expecting any call from him..i'm not expecting him na! ancient history na sana..he was talking and talking and all that i said wah ."ah".."ok".."so"..bwahah..i was not really in the mood to talk to him..why?i hate him...as simple as that..then i asked him.."anong problema mo at bkt ka tumawag?!"...makapal man daw mukha nya pro ako nlng mkkausap nya...ask me why??ano pa nga ba?! break na cla ng gf nya?! not so new for me..tumatawag lng nman un pag may problema...then cguro nahalata nya na wla ko sa mood mkpag-usap sknya..nagtanong xa kung galit ako..at ang sbi ko "ano ba sa tingin mo!?".duh!..stupid! nagsori xa..sori san??di nya alam..ay nako! sori ng sori di nman nya alam dhilan bkt ako galit..i told him that .."sori ka ng sori..alam mo ba dhilan bkt ako galit?!"..ay nako!! guys nga nman..di ko alam kung npatawad ko na xa...i dnt know..prang ayoko na kc...
if by chance mabasa mo to,,oo ikaw..mag-isip ka! there are lots of things that you need to undertand and think of..mature!
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fine with me...ahaha
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..di tlga ko dpat mgppost...but something kc caught my atention..
nagbbrowse ako sa friendster..i read a blog from someone..."the deserving" ang title ng entry..obviously,seh was talking about our batch..about our graduation..bout our complains..blahblah...try to goof around friendster to find out..i find it irritating..so mean..
batchmates...haayy..
ok..kelan ba ko huli nagpost??i have no idea...kinda busy going out lately eh...
last sunday i went out with ms.mel sa binyag..nagpasama lng xa skin...it was soooo hot..as in!! but i was glad to finally see her again and had the chance to have bonding session with her..ehehe..nagkita lng kmi sa pavilion..pra sabay na kmi papuntang church..di nman din nya kc alam panu pmunta dun..nagulat lang ako sknya kc nagttxt ako nun tpos bglang may humawak skin..c ate mel na pla...ehehe..pahinga lng xa saglit then went off..hahaha..at ang sinabi nya skin "ang taba mo!"..nice one!..haha..i know...Ü ktxt ko nun si lee,sbi ko daldal ni ate mel...nauubusan na ko ng ssbhin...ahaha..tpos nun..sakay ng jeep,jeep agen then trike..niloko pa niya ung driver ng trike..sbi nya "manong..ay mali..pogi, magkano pamasahe?",,ahaha..tumawa nlng ako..iba din tama ntong ate ko eh..di ko carry..hahaa..nung andun na kmi sa parish,,di pa tpos ung mass..so nkinig muna kmi,,,ahha..at ang morbid ng homily..about a guy na nasabugan...wah...at first kc i was not really paying atention sa pari..tpos sbi ni ate mel pkinggan ko daw..tpos nttwa ko..kc like ko ung story..kso ung ksama ko di nya carry ...ahaha..kdiri daw..ahaha..morbid tlga ko eh..blood..tpos...dumating na iba nyang friends..pnkilala nya ko and all..tpos dumating si emem..sbi ko kc pmunta xa..buti nlng dumating xa..kc nung binyag na..sbi ko upo nlng si ate mel dun ksama ng ibang ninongs at ninangs..gusto pa nga kmi isama dun..khiya nman...kung wla si em dun,wla nko nkausap..though i know ate mel won't let me get bored..tpos tntxt ako ni ate during binyag,,,gutom na dw xa..ahaha..wawa nman..eh ang tagal pa nman ngcmula..ahaha..after nun...kainan na..at...may band..bwahah..banda bandahan..may pinakilala kay ate mel..ngetpa!!bwahaha.eat and run kmi..kc gusto mag-SM ni ate mel..mainit kc!...so yun,,pro di na nmin ksama si em.kmi na ult dlwa..stroll lng..kwentuhan pdn...tambay gnon lng..nang-okray ng tao..things that friends usualy do..ahahaha...4 sumthing na nun..she had to go na..so un,,hatid ko xa sa sakayan..tpos na..beso beso...yon...bye!hehe
monday nman,lumuwas ako...init!! and i keep on complaining about it..sobrang init kc!! eh namamasahe lng nman kmi..nagpaxray ako sa PGH..at sobrang tagal don!! at sobrang init/..err!! tnxt ko si ate mel..complain agen.ahaha..eh kc nahihirapan nko huminga..sa sobrang init cguro..asthma atack?i dnt know..ang daming tao! ang alikabok..at grabe ang ospital na yun..prang di ospital sa gulo at dumi..yon..pinagsasabihan din ako ni ate mel kc anong oras na nun di pa ko nagllunch..after nun dumaan kming st.paul..then agency..wla pdn lunch..nsa robinsons ermita din si ate mel,dapat mgkkita kmi...eh ksama pla nya si leng(bes nya)nhiya ako..ehehe..past 3 na ng hapon..di pdn kmi nkain..tntxt na ko ni ate mel na pmunta nko sa robinsons at ililibre na nya ko..kc i still keep on complaining na gutom na ko and im not feeling well na..eh ayaw ko kc nihihiya ako sa ksama nya...ang kulet ko daw,sinabi na ngang pmunta nko at kumain..so sweet of her..eheehe...malapit na mag4 nung ngpunta kming robinsons to eat..while walking nkasalubong ko si ate mel at c leng..and i didn't know how to call ate mel..ahaha..buti nlng nktingin ung friend nya skin.,tinuro lng ako..un..beso beso..pinakilala nya ko kay leng..tpos tinanong kung kumain nb ko..ehehe..at sinabi ni ate mel sa tita ko na gutom na ko..ahaha..loka tlga un! tpos un..nauna nko..naiihi nko eh..ehehe..at sa wakas..nkakain din..ahaha..yun muna...
naiinitan nko ult!!
bwahaha
adios muna
ang init pdn ng ulo ko!! di literal ha..pra kong galit sa mundo! may kumausap lng skin naiirita nko! boiling point sobra! kgbi pko gnto!
small recap lng bout sa ngyri skin khapon..
tnmad ako mgpost sa blog kc wla ako sa mood..galing akong st.paul-manila..interview..naghanap ng dorm..yoko dun sa loob ng st.paul kc sobrang mahal!..sa labas meron,mura lng tpos mganda din...yun...i bought new shades..anu pa ba? un lng...mainit lng tlga ulo ko!
sige na!
buict! naiirita ko sa srili ko! sa mundo!
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