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Hello philippines and hello world….for those who watch PBB,familiar ba ung line? Ahehehe…lagi yan cnsbi ni toni nung xa pa ung host..wala lng..tagal kc ng PBB..nababato na ko dto.
Knina sa mercury naawa ako dun sa ktabi kong matanda..she was asking for her medicines..una sbi nya 10 pcs daw..eh may kelangan pa pla xang ibang gamot… eh mejo mahal ung tnanong nya..she asked for two..tpos I was looking at her..masama man, tinignan ko din ung wallet nya nung binuksan nya….puro coins…tpos nung bumalik na ung pharmacist, tig 2 lng nung gamot ung binigay nya dun sa matanda..the old lady only gave P20 for her medicine..un lng pera nya to prevent her sickness..wawa nman..tpos sakto pa cguro pamasahe ung mga barya sa wallet nya…if only may pera lng ako, bnigyan ko na xa..emo ko nga kc naiiyak ako..naawa lng ako..kung mayaman lng ako binigyan ko na xa ng pera pra mabili nya lahat ng gamot na kelangan nya… haaayy..
cge..eating time muna...
..grabe..i dnt know what crosd my mind at bgla kong inalala lhat ng memories sa st.scho..whether gud or bad ,hapy or sad..
first year days...grabe?? cno ako??? a turtle hiding at its shell...famous line ni ms.arcie..oh yes! i am damn so shy!! stupid girllahaha..nothin hapend...wla kong napala kc npkamahiyain ko..oo tama ang nbsa mo! mrunong kang magbasa!ahahaha!! akalain mo,npkamahiyain ko dati pro ngaun..mahiyain pa din nman kht pano..ahaha(shut your mouth!)..yon..at ako ay isang dakilang speech and drama member..woohoo! stone soup days! i love this year kc puro programs! full of practices..sa sobrang dami ng binigay na time fro practice,minsan ntutulog nlng kmi..madami pang petty fights ng year na toh..well! immatures!! ..and besides, we're still geting to know one another pa nman...i believe i started with a big barkada...bsta...un na un..i cnt forget the day ms.a embarasd me..may lecture nun eh..at ako ang example nya.. "madz never even recited in my class"..yeah! i felt hurt..pro may mgandang nadulot un...
second year..because of that,,,,i wanted to prove myself..i wanted to prove what i can do..i know nman that i have lots of potentials and capabilities..this year was so great for me..i changed big time! i knew i changed a lot and i gained confidence! nagrrecite nko in class..i participate on school activities..stuff like that..at nkita ni ms.arcie yun..pinuri pa nya ko kc ang laki daw ng pinagbago ko..well..nachallenge ako eh...mdami din away ng year na toh..and i will leave it to you guys, lalo na sa batchmates ko to recall what had happend..ksali din pla ko sa school dance troupe..wahahaha
third year..the best!! late bloomers...that's what the teacher named us..late bloomers...ang dami naming achievement this year! daming panalo..mdaming talents na naipakita..and this was the year na kumanta ko sa harap ng kulasa..yes..wow...ksali prin ako sa dance troupe..harhar...mas naging tight ang class nmin..ÜÜÜ love them!!! quince days...love lifes!! haayyy...
fourth year...last yr na...some are getting so senti kc malapit na kming lahat maghiwalay..sad...
meron kming first ever concert..ymad...to help childhaus..mas nkilala ko maigi clasmates ko..at mas lalo ko pa silang minahal...kht na loko loko kmi,mga siraulo..mababait nman kmi...gusto nmin mkatulong..at sa tingin ko un ang hindi mkita smin ng ibang tao,some teachers..indifirent daw kc kmi eh..mga rebels..we cnt blame them, or take grudge against them...pro one thing is for sure, mamimiss nmin ang st.scho,ang isa't isa..lahat...sbi nga dun sa tribute nmin, lahat ng tao sa st.scho may ncontribute smin..naturuan kmi..the teachers, we've shared a lot of things...di man maganda un iba, natuto nmn kmi..bsta pag may problema, andto lang ang class nmin pra sa isa't isa...haay...mamimiss ko tlga batchmates ko!! sobra!!
gisele, mm, angge, kitkit, ana, jane, tina, julia, ailo, lee, loraine, kate, fides, niña. shariz, anjela, mykee..mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal ko kayo!! mag-iingat kayo plagi..sana wlang limutan..
circle of friends! ..keep in touch!
at sa iba pang tao na naging malapit skin sa skul na toh..salamat sa masasayang alaala...
mommy alice, shella,ms.macis, ms.aprell, ms.anne,ms.mel, ms.cristi, ms.gerg, ate luds, ms.det,ms.connie, ms.whenn,ms.leah,ms.arcie, ms.detdet,sir shaun, at sa lahat ng faculty at tao sa st.scho, the best kayo!!!!!!! love ko kayo, sobra!!
..mgkausap kmi ni lee knina sa fone..wahhaah..u'r ryt lee...oficial stalker kna! gosh..drop dead gorgeous kc xa eh!.c'mon let's watch a movie! let's celebrate!!!!!woohooooo!!! time for revenge my dear friend..Ü
i am so damn bored! but im getting hyper..oh cmon! ms. mel kc eh!! ang kulit kausap..ahahaha
grabe ang kalat ng thoughts ko!!! wla man lang akong masulat na matino dto..wahaha..
hayaan nyo..pag may matino na kung masabi ,ilalagay ko dto..
and btw,,,, i love matt of PBB!! ahahahahahahah
just got home..it's my mom's bday today..though she's not here,we celebrated...ahahaha..foodtrip..aww..love my aunts..ehehe
..lee and i are texting again..oh oh...ahaha...now..you guys think whatever u want to think on wat we are talking about...wahaha
..im geting bored each day...damn!
PBB is on again...hmmm..i wonder who's gonna be the "cutie" in the house..wahaha..
gtg,,nytie..gonna watch big brother eh..ahaha..adios
..got good news...i passed st.paul! wee...but i'll still be having my final screening..i dnt know when..coz i still need to complete my freakin requirements..the heck! where the hell is my immunization records anyways?! dame,,my pedia is even out of the country 'til next month..yeah.good timing!
because of boredom..i've been watching dvds since yesterday..concerts,movies...whatever i like..cartoons...wahaha..i love the movie "i am sam" and "are we there yet"...though are we there yet is said to be a comedy,it made me cry..bwahaha! emo girl!..wahhahaa
em and i were talking about love churva last nyt..wahaha...i did sound so old last nyt,ayt?? well...i just want em to take care coz she might get hurt someday...based on my experience..wahaha...i'm just trying to protect em from dangers!!..wahaha...assholes!!
ooh...and btw,im hating my stupid internet! gosh!! it's so freakin slow! the hell!!
last day ko na sa summer job ko today..yes...kc nman lugi pa ko sa gastos ko evryday sa ssweldohin ko...ayoko na sbhin kung mgkano...
anyhoo,,,pagdating ko dto sa haus nagulat ako sa tumawag skin sa fone..si kit! kakarating lng nya from states..wahhaa...loka tlga ung babae na un..mahilig mag-surprise..
the results on st.paul's exam will be out tomorow..gosh! i'm totally nervous..sana mkapasa ko...damn! ang hirap ng exam dun...but i would be really happy kung mkapasa ko dun...and if ever man na hindi...hay..i will curse myself...shet ah! ang ewan ko na pag di pa ko pumasa dun..haay..wel..pray for me nlng pipol...please..
i'm scared to death...isa sa mga friends ko ang nagwish na sana xa nlng ung namatay instead dun sa isa nyang friend...i dnt want to mention her name...pro honestly,,natatakot at kinakabahan ako sknya...i dnt want to lose her though i know wla nman xang ggwing iba......i feel sad for her...knina ang saya saya ko pro all of a sudden wla nko sa mood..pra bang i can feel what she's feeling right now..watever is hapening to her ryt now sana mging ok na xa...ayoko ng gnyan xa..i feel so sad for her...
...i love the movie fighting temptation...the movie of beyonce...it's so inspiring...and ohh..oohh.. so religious..
di ko na-imagine srili ko na ganto..i dnt know,,,i'm not like this before...ung tipong npunta ko ng simbahan just to thank God...or to talk to him..may incident pa na umiyak ako sa simbahan...but it feels a lot better..iba tlga si God...laging anjan ..though i keep on doing the same mistakes..same sins...he still forgives me...and only he knows what's really going on my mind...
i'm a different person now...before wla ata kong pkielam sa paligid ko especially sa mga needy..oo,i feel sorry for them before..pero hanggan dun lang...now, i'm helping them...aww.. childhaus...i promise, pag yumaman ako, i would those patients..i would help such orphanages..i would share what i have...
i would really like to visit rome someday...sana kht bago man lang ako mamatay..
here's a song from fighting temptation
"I'm not perfect(I'm not perfect)
Yes I do wrong(yes I do wrong)
I'm trying my best(trying my best but)
But it aint good enough(just aint good enough)
Shunned by the world
If I don't succeed
Cuz I aint good
But he still loves me(I just aint good enough)
If you aint worthy just raise your hands
And let me know that you understand
That we are all so blessed
To be loved, loved"
wel....thanks to the people who helped become a better person and a better christian...
ate aprell..
mommy alice
my grandma
ms.mel
ms.det
ms.macis..
mykee..
friends
...yeah..we're proud to say.. "we might not have "him" but i know i have you"..aww...
we can live without guys...though it's hard..ahaha...
i dnt know..i think im over kumag...i know i shud be over him...as in SHOULD!..
..as the song goes
"im happy you left me.
i'm glad that you hurt me..
it's a magical feeling..
knowing that you're not meant for me.."
i might be so emo for the past days...but i feel so ok now...somehow..ehehe...naiicp ko lng minsan pro saglit lng un..
haayy...guys.....GUYS!!!!!!!!!wahahaha
sa wakas ..buhay nko ulit..
nmiss ko mgblog..ung last entry ko dto hndi matino kc sumasagap ako ng chismis sa friendster nung mga oras na un...tska nsa net shop ako with julia,so wla ko sa tamang pag-iicp ko..ehehehe
a lot of things happened for the past few weeks...some were good but most were worst!..
but at least,i survived..thanks to my dear friends who helped me....biruin mo ba nman,umiyak daw ba ako sa net shop..gosh...not my type pro gnwa ko..nkakahiya nga coz people were looking at me..and thanks also to one friend who unexpectedly came up sa net shop and listened to me...ate aprell,,it meant a lot..Ü
yon ay dahil sa family matter....
at one idiot..kumag!! ruined my life..nyhaha..joke..
well anyhoo...not worth typing...Ü
nood kaung perfect man..maganda!! kso bitin..pro ang daming lessons and maganda ang story...
sa wakas..nkpg blog na din ako....wee..teka
