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so fun today...just got home...gabi na...nagpunta pa kming walter ni ye at julia...wla lng..
..grabe mga betches!! prang tlgang pinagsasama-sama tayo ah...kht anong gwin ntin lagi tyo nagkakasama...well..kc we love chismis!!wahaha...love ko kayo mga betches kht inaasar nyo ko malimit kay "ipis"..ok..codename yan for guy behind the song "pare ko"..gets???ehehehe...mga betches bukas ult ah???chismis ult???..wahahaha...bad tlga c girl 1..
.we had our culminating activity for math month...wahaha...nanalo pa team nmin..and i won sa math trivia...sarap tlga manghula...wahaha.di ko lyk ung math basketball...i played kc,tpos it was kinda boring...roar...bsta....pro some of the activities are fun...
..sana shortend period ult tomorow...
lapit na ng valentine's day..still no sign of a date....asus...asa pko...panu nmn kaya ko hahanap ng ibang lalake eh.....nevermind!..sbi nga nung txt skin ni tets." it's hard to fall in love again when you're still attached to your past. you must learn to let go and open your heart to someone else.it's not easy to do...but sometimes...you just have to..."..o db?! eto si tets..inaasar pko eh...
school thingy...
...today,we celebrated employees' day...i just realized how much they touched my life...how much they taught me a lot of things...my highschool life will never be happy without their presence...sa mga teachers,,,sobrang laki ng pinagbago ko because of them...i gained confidence...wahaha...sa mga ates and kuyas nmin...laging anjan pra tulungan kmi lalo na pg may kelangan kmi or pag nawawala walis nmin..ehehe...sa mga foods sa canteen..ate luds!!este ate juds pla..ehehe..sa mga guards,,,naks,,ang safe ng school because of them ah..may magician pa..wahaha...sa mga staffs,,,saya nyo! ms.tin,shella,ms.aleli...asus..tnx sa lahat! wait c ms.ces at ms.gerg pa xempre..ever tyaga sa kakulitan ng batch nmin..
ang bully ng clasmates ko..buhuhu..kinakanta nila ng kinakanta ung "pare ko"ano ba!!!..oo na...tanga na ko..lecheng pag-ibig toh!...ilang beses na pla kong nagpaka tanga di pko natuto..tanga madz!! tanga!!
..c "biatch" tlga epal!!!..di na nga ko comfortable sknya eh..kwawa nman c boy1 ....inaagaw pa nya ung boy ni girl2....sbi ko nman sau gurl2,aawayin ko...i'd do anything for you...pra matauhan na rin na hndi toys ang mga guys!!...pinapaasa,pinaglalaruan...epal!!!
grabe.....isang malaking "haaaaayyyyyyyy"...i failed my ustet...hay...kakadisappoint...pro i did my best....goodbye to my ever dream school...wah...i really want to study pa nmn there...haayy.... pro...bhala na..i need to look for other school pa who is kind enough to pass me...i'm not saying na di maganda ang ust ..it's just that..i'm disappointed...but not that much...
.....ok..i've had enough of the anger with my father....i just realized...wla na kong mggwa dun...gnun na xa...and i cnt blame him..
...i feel sad...just because of the employees day that will happen on monday..nrealize ko lng na malapit na kming umalis..sad..ggraduate na kmi....i'm so sad..'cause st.scho and the people there changed me a lot...i will be missing them,all of them....the guards..the kuyas and ates...teachers..staffs...sisters..schoolmates...all of them....buhuhu
ms.connie,,sa pagttyaga smin..though we always like making you asar and all..ehheeh...for being a great adviser..sa paglalaban smin if someone said something bad about us...for sticking w/ us...for not surrendering..for sharing your life with us...for making us feel loved...for being proud of us...THANK YOU MAMA HEN!!
ms.mel,for being such a nice friend to me..for being my ate/mom(?)..ehehe... for loving me..for the affection and touch...for supporting me..for being proud of me...for not letting go of me..for calling me "bunso or little sister"..wla lng..ntutuwa ko pg tinatawag ako by that...for me making me comfortable with you...sa mga gala and all..thank you ate! very much!!
ms.aprell...ui!! ehehe...since 2nd yr pa yan..ehehe..thank you for entertaining me with you stories..ehehe...sa pagtawag sa haus pg gabi or sa fone ko pg mdaling araw..for understanding me...for being a part of my life...for letting me know you...for sharing your life with me..for guiding me..sa tyaga..salamat!!!
sa lahat ng mga kaclose ko....ms.macis,shella girl...other schoolmates...thanks sa lahat!!! i'm very grateful na nakilala ko kau..Ü
i feel so heavy..kht ano pang gwin na pagpapatawa skin ni ms.mel knina,wa epek pdin...leche...
di tama na mgalit ako pero paulit-ulit nlng un c kupal(dakila kong ama)..bka pag cnbihan ko nnman xa bout dun sa remitance nya,eh sbhin nnman nyang lagi nlng pera habol ko..blah blah...buict nman oh..di ba pwdeng kusa nlng nyang gwin yun?!..inutusan na nga xa ng court di prin nya mgwa ng maayos..pra nya ng awa! tumulong nman xa!
i hate him!! he's totally useless!!..
alam ko ang harsh for me to say this..pro i hate my dad...and npg-usapan na toh and all nung reco pro ewn ko ba!.. di nnman xa nagpadala ng money for this month..i dnt want to get mad pro nhihirapan na kc si mama eh...lalo na ngaung kelangan nmin ng money for my lolo's expenses sa hospital...sana mrealize nya ung mga bagay bagay...di na nga nya nggwa ung job nya as a father eh..he left me at an early age tpos gnya pa xa?? bkt ba??! ano bang problema nya?!! may karaptan nman ako db?! tpos mgagalit pa xa?! lagi nlng daw pera!! ano bang gusto nyang gwin ko?! pero 'pg ung anak nya sa labas ang nihiling ibinibigay nya?!!!! ok lng xa?!! ewan ko ba sknya!!!! naku!!!!! ............leche!! naiyak nnman ako! lagi nya sinisira araw ko! pinapainit nya tlga ulo ko!!!!!!!!!!!!
wala nnman tao smin...im alone..again....no dinner,as usual...di pa nman ako naglunch..but i dnt care...
we have a new PE teacher..again..and hello!! last quater na noh..new sched again??!! arg! her name is fritzy...and it's okay for her to call her by fritzy only..wahaha...cool...she's fun.. she's profesional..well...i enjoyed our first session..npapansin pa nga ko plgi eh..ewan ko ba dun..galing ko daw..nyar...creepy..ehehe..sana she won't be boring...
we,the glee club is already starting to practice for the centenial chuva in st.scho..ehehe..goshness! taas tlga ng peace of God..hate it! S1 pa nman ako...sumakit nga throat ko after the practice..nabigla ata sa sobrang taas ng note..oh well....we really need to practice na noh..sa feb 17 na un..di pa nmin perfect ung isang song...oh oh!
i'm so happy!!!!! i passed my math and physics exam!!! yahoo!!!! wala lng..can't believe it...wahaha...share ko lng..ehehe
grabe...super proxy day sa classroom knina...we keep on singing that song!! ..cute kc ni arkin eh..whatever the spelling is..ehehe.."sawa ka na ba??sa mga......"...wee...ok i have to stop..ma e-LSS lng ako..
we had a career talk knina...bout the courses sa st.scho-mla...well...i must say,im impressed! waahaha...bka mag exam nko dun...
si gisele and some of my friends were teasing me knina...lalo na sa song na "mahal kita pero di mo lang alam..."...wah!! sele!! u'r making me sad...ehehe..pti ung song na pare ko...arg..leche nman kc eh!!!! tatanga tanga nnman kc ako! oo na!!
si anjela ginawan ako ng sticker at ang nkasulat ba nman ay "....."...secret na un! lala tlga!!! epal ka!...buhuhu
ang tamad tamad ko knina..as in..di ako naglunch..tntmad ako kumain,maglakad..lahat na..sama ng lagay ko eh..ewan ko ba kung bkt..buti nlng ngaun di na mxado...
sobra ko manlait ngaung araw..as in...ksama ko din si lala sa mga panlalait..ehehe...nilalait nmin ung isang gurl na feeling pretty..as in!! super! puro singko nman..ahaha!! may mga tao tlgang sadyang feeling! akala nila kung sino silang kagandahan! wla nman maipagmalaking mgandang trait nya...wahaha
si ms.connie,our beloved adviser, ay may new look!!wahaha.. in love cguro!! or nagpapacute pra mkahanap ng date sa valentine's day...ehehe..peace!!!!!
tigil na nga muna ako..mapanlait nnman ako eh..
gutom nko!!!!!!!!!
i have to sleep now..11:30 pm na
maaga pa wake up call ko tomorow..
gnyt..
ciao people...
tomorow ult...mwah
Muntik Na Kitang Minahal
May sikreto akong sasabihin sa `yo
Mayroong nangyaring hindi mo alam
Ito'y isang lihim itinagong kay tagal
Muntik na kitang minahal
`Di ko noon nakayang ipadama sa `yo
Ang nararamdaman ng pusong ito
At hanggang ngayon ay naaalala pa
Muntik na kitang minahal
REFRAIN:
Ngayon ay aaminin ko na
Na sana nga'y tayong dalawa
Bawa't tanong mo'y iniwasan ko
Akala ang pag-ibig mo'y `di totoo
`Di ko alam kung anong nangyari
Damdamin ko sa `yo'y hindi ko nasabi
Hanggang ang puso mo'y napagod
Sa paghihintay kay tagal
Saka ko lang naisip muntik na kitang minahal
Hanggang ang puso mo'y napagod Sa paghihintay kay tagal Saka ko lang naisip Muntik na kitang minahal
Pakisabi Na Lang
Nais kong malaman niya nagmamahal ako
'Yan lang ang nag-iisang pangarap ko
Gusto ko mang sabihin 'di ko kayang simulan
'Pag nagkita kayo pakisabi na lang
Pakisabi na lang na mahal ko siya
'Di na baleng my mahal siyang iba
(Pakisabi na lang)Pakisabi huwag siyang mag-alala
'Di ako umaasa
Alam kong ito'y malabo
'Di ko na mababago('Di mababago)
Ganoon pa man pakisabi na lang
ang hirap...
i miss your love since you've been gone...
i can't cry hard enough..
sknya prin babalik sigaw ng damdamin..
valentine's day..
malapit na mag valentine's day...sad..
.another year without a date...
you know what,it sucks! im desperate..
maybe i'm just looking for someone who would really love me..
.i give so much of myself and i dont get much in return kya siguro ko nagkakaganto..
madali ako magmahal ng tao eh..
kya mdali din ako msaktan..
npag-usap nga nmin,some of my friends na even the heroes' monument,we would get as a date...see,that's how desperate we are though it's a joke...leche..buti pa xa...ipis ka tlga!!
Sorry I fell
by Bleeding_Red_Fallen_Angel
Slit my throat
And cut my skin
This time I'm notGoing to win
For I've lost faith
In hope so devine
This time things aren'tGoing just fine
For love is cruel
Atleast to me
But I was to blind
And couldn't see
Now it is shown
Threw your pretty eyes
That you never wanted
To hear my cries
So this time I'm losing
Backing away
For I no longer
Can stand to stay
So break this heart
And let it bleed
It's already torn
This is what I need
I'm sorry I failed
And began to back down
But you will no longer see me
Wearing that frown
For my spirit is broken
And so is my heart
But this time I'm leaving
Like I should have from the start
So so long to you all
I bid thee fair wellI
'm sorry I failed you
I'm sorry I fell
What Do They Know
by Tima Chavis
I face the world with a smile, no one knows what is hid inside.
They see only happiness, they cant see the tears I've cried.
When I am alone I hurt, because here I do it well.
In front of all the watchful eyes my heaven turns to hell.
The judge and jury awaits me, everyone has a say.
In a life that hangs suspended for yet another day.
Who are they to judge if what I have done is right or wrong?
In the end I gave him up, but inside still sing his song.
I don't know how to find the strength I thought I had.
If only I could play tough it wouldn't be so bad.
They say that life goes on and someday I'll smile again.
But, how do they know my pain without being where I've been?
I've traveled so far from home, and can't find my way back.
Somewhere along the way I must have jumped the track.
I saw him just today and his smile is still the same.
He looked at me so sweetly, but never spoke my name.
I wonder if he remembers me, It hasn't been that long.
He may have forgotten me, but I still sing his song.
I LOVE YOU, GOODBYE
Wish I could be the one
The one who could give you love
The kind of love you really need
Wish I could say to you
That I'll always stay with you
But baby that's not me
You need someone willing to give their heart and soul to you
Promise you forever, baby that's something I can't do
Oh I could say that I'll be all you need
But that would be a lie
I know I'd only hurt you
I know I'd only make you cry
I'm not the one you're needing I
love you, goodbye
I hope someday you can
Find some way to understand I
'm only doing this for you
I don't really wanna go
But deep in my heart I know this is the kindest thing to do
You'll find someone who'll be the one that I could never be
Who'll give you something better Than the love you'll find with me
Oh I could say that I'll be all you need
But that would be a crime
I know I'd only hurt you
I know I'd only make you cry
I'm not the one you're needing I love you, goodbye
Leaving someone when you love someone
Is the hardest thing to do
When you love someone as much as I love you
Oh I don't wanna leave you
Baby it tears me up inside
But I'll never be the one you're needing I love you, goodbye
Baby, its never ganna work out I love you, goodbye
i'm home..at last...nbadtrip pa nga ko eh..as usual...magugulo tlga kausap mga tita ko...i really hate it when it comes to time na..kc magulo cla kausap pgdating dyan...they just dnt have one word...but nways,,,,,ate aprell made me happy nman eh..kht sad xa...,may pndala kc xang joke skin na super bumenta skin..ehheeh..
....npapaisip tlga ko...knina kc sa jeep,ung guy na ktbi ko looked like "ipis"...it's a code name for someone ha..sbi nga skin ni gisele bka dw it's a sign...sign of what???arg!! and i dnt want to do anything..he's happy...i dnt want to ruin his happiness..yeah..here i go again..martyr na kung martyr...i know i am..he's happy nman kc eh..but it hurts so much tlga....sobra...hayy..love nga nman...kakasira ng ulo...
my lolo is geting better already..yehey!! thank you nga pla sa mga nag-pray...and who really supported me....mahal na mahal ko kau...sa mga panahong gnto mas nlalaman ko tlga kung sino ung mga totoong kaibigan...bsta thanks sa lhat....sobra! special mention ko lng c ms.mel na laging ntwag skin.minsan pra lng tanungin kung kumain nko....so sweet of her...
life can sometimes really be unfair,we all know that..minsan nkakasawa na ang problema but we all have to be strong...di nman tau iiwan ni God eh..he won't do that 'coz he loves us...
...school again tomorow...arg...ano nnman kyang ggwin nmin??! i'll get bored again...
love sucks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! di ako pinapasaya ng love
..im here at lee's place...wee...gumawa ng IP pero ngaun nag-aayos kmi ng blog...
i love my blog!!totally!!!..hmm...bkt kya???ha??lee???what's the story behind my blog ba??
tagal ko na di nagpopost...di na to updated...buhuhu...
khapon galing kming festi..nkpgkita kami ke coneylenlen...punta na din akong canada!!wahaha/..i want to have a smooth and fresh skin..eheheh..un..picture picture kmi sa studio...daming poses...ang hirap tlgA maging model...awahaha..at nanoog kming little manhattan...ahy...first love daw! kalokohan! nakakaloko tlga ang love...lecheng pag-ibig to...
si ipis tlga epal...wla ng ibang gnwa kundi saktan ako...buict....nasira tuloy araw ko....letse...kasalanan bang magmahal ako??????????
i love singing this song...ang cute ng song eh..db lee?????
E. BUENDIAPare ko meron akong prublema
Wag mong sabihing na naman
In lab ako sa isang kolehiyala
Hindo ko maintindihan
Wag na nating idaan sa moboteng usapan
Lalo lang madaragdagan ang sakit ng ulo at bilbil sa tiyan
Anong sarapKami'y naging magkaibigan
Napuno ako ng pag-asa
Yun pala haggang dun lang ang kaya
Akala ko ay pwede pa
(refrain)Masakit mang isipin kailangang tanggapin
Kung kelan ka naging siryoso tsaka ka niya gagaguhin
(chorus)O, diyos ko ano ba naman ito
Di baTangina nagmukha akong tanga
Pinaasa niya lang ako
Lecheng pag-ibig to-o-o-oh
O diyos ko ano ba naman ito
Sabi niya ayaw niya munang magkasiyota
Dehins ako naniwala
Di nagtagal naging ganun na rin ang tema
Kulang na lang ay sagot niya
Bat ba ang labo niya
Di ko mapinta
Hanggang kelan maghihintay ako ay nabuburat na
Pero minamahal ko siya-a-ha
Di biroT.L. ako sa kanya
Alam kong nababaduyan ka na sa mga sinasabi ko
Pero sana naman ay maintindihan mo
O pare ko meron ka bang maipapayo
Kung wala ay okey lang
Kailangan lang ay ang iyong pakikiramay
Andito ka ay ayos na(Repeat refrain and chorus)
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arg.........ay nako lee!!! tigilan mo yang pagguitar mo!!! u'r torturing me!!!
jan.14,2006
7:18 pm
..i had enough sleep..at last...my granda will undergo dialysis again later..it's his 4th tym already...i hope he'll get well soon....i might laugh and not show that i'm worried...but deep inside,i am damn down....i just can't imagine a life without my grandpa...he stood as my biological father..and i cnt afford to lose him...i hope he'll be fine...help me pray for him..pls..
comp. time..wala nnmang mgwa....nagmumultiply lng kmi ni lee..naghahanap ng chismis..haha..pictures....dun ko lng nkita si lia,gf ni yael...she's not cute for me...hhmpp.
..may Quiz kmi sa physics after comp...di pa ko nag-aaral...gudluck skin...wahahaha..
lamig tlga dtoh sa comp. room,,,,
badtrip si lee...roar!! to the beat of my.to the beat of my,to the beat of my heart....wah...LSS....
ngaun nlng ako ulit nkpg blog....busy busy lately eh...ilang araw na kong alang tulog..puyat..pagod...arg...sarap sana magpahinga kso npunta pa kming hospital...di prin ok lolo ko..nsa ICU xa...nagdialysis din xa kgb...nkakatakot nga xa nung isang araw.kc suka xa ng suka..tpos sung sinusuka pa nya color black..nkakaawa na nkakatakot xang tgnan..buti nlng ntwag c ms.mel....may nkakausap ako...haayy...sana maging ok na xa..kgb din naghhalusinate na xa...may mga nkkita xang bagay na wla nman sa room...ang dami nyang things na naiimagine..nakakatakot..sbi pa nya may dagat daw sa taas nya nung nkahiga xa...sana tlga mging ok na xa
..hello...9:21 pm na..kakauwi plng nmin...saya ko kgb..3am na kmi nkauwi..nagbar kmi sa quezon city..nanood kming nina..grabe ganda ganda ng boses nya!! sobra... napapatunganga na nga lang ako eh..feeling ko nkkinig ako ng cd nya..pro..she's not tall..bsta..astig xa kumanta..sarap pkinggan ng voice nya..inggit tuloy ako..npka effortless nyang kumanta..syempre naturingang kilala kmi sa bar..may pic ako ksma nya..singit nga si nyoy eh..wahaha...post ko nlng pic nmin ni nina...tska pic nmin ni nyoy dati....
..school's over for this day...ewan ko ba kng bkt ang init ng ulo ko lalo na sa service...natulog na nga lng ako knina..i dnt even know why i'm not in the freaking mood...
the song akin ka na lang by itchy worms keeps playing in my damn head..arg!! fides!! i hate you..
"akin ka nlng...akin ka na lang..iingatan ko ang puso mo..akin ka na lang..akin ka na lang..wala ng hihigit pa sa'yo.."..arg!! desfi!
...i love the song of brownman revival entitled "lintik"...i don't know why.."lintik na pag-ibig.prang kidlat..puso kong tahimik na naghihintay bigla mong ginulat.."..wee..sooo cooll...
anyways, ,my grandfather will go to the hospital tom..he will undergo an operation tomorow..pray for him...i know he's strong and all but his heart is weak...but i hope he'll be okay...help me to pray for him...
"o diyos ko! ano ba naman ito! di ba 'lang hiya! nagmukha akong tanga!pinaasa nya lang ako!!!!!!lecheng pag-ibig toh!!!diyos ko!!ano ba nman ito!!" sarap kantahin nito.. i really feel the song...hhmmm....guys can really be sometimes insensitive...well...hay...nkakainis..ggrr!!
..comp nmin ngeon..super boring..kunwari ngwa ako nung pnpgwa ni sir..nyaharhar.. bad gurl..yes i know it's a new year na..di pa rin ako nagbabago...sbi nga ni tita sonia...you can't change overnyt...wahahaha...okie...masaya lng ako kc may blog na ko ulit..mya pg-uwi ko na haus magpopost ako ng kung anu-ano..happy trip people!!..wahaha.. ingat nlng
yey!! may blog na ko ulit..nkalimutan ko na kc username at password ko dun sa una kong blog eh..hehehe.mas masaya dtoh kesa blog ng friendster.eheheh...may bago nnman akong libangan lalo na pag bored ako..wahahaha..kya pagpasenshahan nyo nlng ako pg kung anu-ano na pinopost ko..wahaha...cge...'til here muna
